For the need of a bit of resolution..

Lately I feel like he makes every decision in our relationship. Maybe I’m being paranoid, but I can’t help feeling like that. He decides when he comes over, when we go out, what we eat, what we watch, etc etc. It’s driving me up the wall for crying out loud. But it’s my own fault for not being more decisive. My new year’s resolution for 2008 is literally to be resolute..to make a decision and stick to it. I hate teetering on the edge so I think it’s a good idea to try and be more decisive. The thing with me is that I can make a decision but I’m always afraid that the other choice would’ve been better, and I don’t want to do anything that I would regret later. I just have to learn to live with decisions. I decided to come to England and I don’t regret that choice. When I was in Canada because I failed to stick to my decision to go to the states I regretted it so I know from experience that I should follow my instincts. Let's hope i'll succeed.