Everything is so messed up. I did something really wrong yesterday and i can't get it out of my head. I let somoene invade the privacy of my relationship, i disrespected the person i love and just plain made a fool out of myself.
It was like watching a train wreck in slow motion. There was only one place it could lead yet i didn't stop to think what the consequences of that would be. I didn't think i could feel so horrible about something i did. But basically it was the biggest mistake of my life. I swear on my life that i won't do this again...or anything like it...ever!! This has to be the last time. The funny thing is, i think i learned something from this. PB's actually pretty good and it must be something with me that's wrong. I don't put enough effort or something cuz it's not him. In any event, i love him and I SWEAR on my LIFE that i won't do this again.
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